Doing the best you can!

I'm back after this horrible test of my english skills. Why on earth did I have to take TOEFL? ;)
I got very nervous early on, then yesterday I felt good about my abilities and now, after taken the test, I just want to crawl in a hole and stay there.
I feel like I did so badly.

The fact is, that without passing this test, I can not apply for Masters in the program I want to apply.
So that's also why i wanted to excel in it. To prove I'm a worthy applicant for the program.
So now I have 20 days to wait until I know if I made it or not!
So let's keep our fingers crossed.

It's just frustrating to feel like I didn't do as well as I should since I speak, write and talk english on every day basis. So I should have done GREAT.
but I'm not sure if I did.

So now I have to wait. And wait and wait.
I better start thinking about something else, keep my mind on the next steps and hope that the time will fly by soon and that I have enough points to be able to access the study.
But there are good times ahead.
Today I will rest and tomorrow I'm taking a plane to one of my favorite places.. to meet people that I miss a lot.
So I will keep on smiling because then time will for sure fly.

-with love-